your. SMILE(:

i have to thank rachelong. i didnt tell her anything and she didnt ask more. but at the end, she said to me no matter wht happens, she'll be here to lend me her shoulder. thts probably the most encouraging and sweetest thing a friend can say. i almost teared ~~again~~.
and bernicelee. the first one whom i cld tell everything to. and she didnt say anything but whtever she has said, makes me feel less helpless. which was rly helps a lot.

i do have to count myself fortunate for having frnds like them by my side.
jieqi also! for her numerous pats on my head. hahha :D although all she knws is im sad, heh.